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~RationallyConfused

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Worth It I should definitely care more, maybe that will catch up to me.
I am through working towards an endless aspiration.
More strongly defined as someone else's dream for me.
I accept this reality and I will take what I can get to move forward.
Throwing expectations aside and picking up what comes along.
I will still have something to show for all these wasted years.
That is my optimism telling me it was not a complete loss.
In this moment I am enlightened.
Heart happy and the biggest smile in my eyes.
Mindset completely altered and filled with curiosity.
Wondering what will top this feeling next.

… Giving up never felt so fulfillWorth It by ~RationallyConfused
Mr. In The Past Dear Mr. In The Past,

     The moment I got caught up in your web you seemed to turn away.  That is when everything began to feel like it was just a game.  You begged me for a chance and I kindly asked you to let me go at my own pace to reach your level.  Once I got close to that it felt as though the situation between us somehow dissipated.  I had hoped you could help stitch up a cautious heart and be one of the few to break me open.... Sadly this daydream did not come true.  I thought you had enough decency within yourself to answer a simple question about the staMr. In The Past by ~RationallyConfused
Blunt The voice of reason always seems to be buried in the remains of the bullshit consuming our lives.  When will we learn that it all comes down to putting our needs before others, and accept that it in no way means we are being selfish or running away from reality and conflict???  And then people wonder why I can be so cold-hearted at times.  No one enjoys the stupidity in their actions being brought to light, but I tell them it can be quite deserving.  Please don't tell me that I'm overreacting.  It will only make the situation worse.  I know when I have to step aside and watch others Blunt by ~RationallyConfused
Frozen In Place Stumbling over these broken chords
My pen shaking as I try to get this down
Wishing upon stars that already burst into pieces
Just like the love we once had
Sweeping up the shattered bottles
I drank to supposedly ease the pain
This highway isn't long enough to distract my thoughts
Or cure me of this disappointment
I was willing to accept who you are and once were
But you couldn't let yourself get past my flaws

06.28.11Frozen In Place by ~RationallyConfused
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  • Mood: Isolated
needing to meet new people.
needing to not hear excuses all the time.
needing to not feel tossed aside.
needing to be more forgiving.
needing to be more understandable.
needing to be more understood.
needing to be more respected.
needing to be left alone more often.
needing to feel wanted.
needing to want others.
needing to accomplish something in life.
needing to not want to give up.

needing to...
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*BatDesignz Sep 7, 2011
thank you so much for the fave ! please add my facebook photo page if you want to =

much love <3

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If you dont have facebook or already are watching me there forget what I just asked you to do :D

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~TarnishedGrace Jun 3, 2011
I've got to figure this thing out...
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Mood: Joy ~RationallyConfused Jun 3, 2011
I'm happy you're on here now!

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~TarnishedGrace Jun 3, 2011
Stalker. Bahahah
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~RationallyConfused Jun 3, 2011
you know it! =)

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Thank you for the :+fav:!

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~RationallyConfused Apr 22, 2008
thank you.

maybe I'll check it out. =D

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!Vampirella87 Jul 27, 2007
Hey there :wave:

How are you? :)

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~RationallyConfused Aug 1, 2007
I'm doing well. Yourself?

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